Today I am celebrating the miracle of life that my little boy has been given. However, I’m also finding that I’m finally coming to terms with mourning the loss of Gunner. It’s difficult to forgive him for what he did, but he was part of our family and I loved him. To turn our back on him for doing something that is part of animal nature just doesn’t make sense to me. My heart aches for his final outcome and I find tears welling up in my eyes when I think of him.